https://acltv.com/2019/10/18/steve-earle-and-friends-bring-guy-clark-tribute-to-acl-season-45/
Thursday, December 31, 2020
Monday, December 28, 2020
EOY
Inspection/Evaluation. Reconciliation/Revision. Initiation.
It’s that time. While knowing the pandemic will continue peaking and then running strong for months, so the New Year will not be a whole new ballgame, I nonetheless am getting down to it again.
AI spending trends per nation
Short write-up of results from a study of national spending - China headed for dominance with US #2 + mid-level countries rising in importance
Thursday, December 17, 2020
Searching for old friends
Please contact me with a comment here
Jackie Barceloux
Doug Shaw
Larry Parker
Dwight House and Village of Arts and Ideas people
Tom Alexander
Wednesday, December 16, 2020
Friday, December 11, 2020
Bruce Sterling’s 1999 novel, “Distraction”, reminds me of today
https://smile.amazon.com/Distraction-Bruce-Sterling/dp/0553576399/
Written more than twenty years ago, this sci-if novel about politics in the near future is prescient. Oddly enough, it echoes with Trumpism and social media influence on politics. While I prefer Gibson’s novels, this one has unique resonance that made me finish it.
Thursday, December 10, 2020
30 minute video discussion of an Auden poem on suffering and the ordinary
A discussion of Auden’s poem about suffering and the ordinariness surrounding it. The commentators/readers are superlative and bring forward what Auden was up to, pointing out things I easily missed.
https://www.poetryinamerica.org/episode/musee-des-beaux-arts/
Thursday, December 3, 2020
Saturday, November 28, 2020
New Wave Purina pet chow sales rep? (1980)
History of Claymation and its takeover by Nike CEO’s son
A friend tipped me off to this story of his college roommates development of Claymation and the takeover of the whole deal by a would-be rapper who is the son of Nike’s CEO/Founder.
https://priceonomics.com/how-the-father-of-claymation-lost-his-company/
Friday, November 27, 2020
Current musing on my meditation practice and experience
Buddhism has a lot of lists. One is the Three Times: the Past, Present and Future. Up to a few years ago, the first and third dominated my meditation practice, in the form of regrets, nostalgia, rehearsing and speculation - all repetitive distractions. In later years the Present became more prominent, as physical sensations - aches, pains, and especially discovering that I habitually clench various body parts without much awareness. In the last year I meditated much more as I committed to and established a reliable daily practice; now I find it easier to return to the simple awareness of the present. My personal process is now much more direct - awareness of drift usually leads to an immediate return. I think my experiences and experiments with methods during previous decades have led me here. For example, experimenting with degrees of tight and loose attention led to what now feels like a happy medium. And the decision to “donate my thinking time” to my teachers helped overcome the tendency to make exceptions for thoughts or feelings that felt special or compelling. Now I find myself falling into a reliable pattern: thoughts which arise cause release and dissipation. Who knows what’s next?
Note for another post: Unfinished “work” of various sorts and excessive to do lists/Burn leaving no ash: antidotes inner and outer
Monday, November 23, 2020
Tuesday, November 10, 2020
Trauma-sensitive mindfullness
This is the book I am currently reading to gain some sophistication about teaching mindfullness.
Multi-genre music release in a quartet
https://artifactrecordings.bandcamp.com/album/synergy-signals
The saxophone player on this is Jon Raskin, a friend and husband of my high school friend Lori Lorenzo.
Sunday, November 8, 2020
Saturday, November 7, 2020
Cautious victory
While I share the positive feelings around the defeat of tRump, I am not euphoric. 70 million people voted for him after witnessing his actions and words for four years and they are not going away. The Reeps in the Senate will do everything they can to block Biden. There are more than two months to go to the inauguration, during which all sorts of mischief can be accomplished, by tRump, by the Senate and by the MAGA fanatics. I saw a guy buying American flags and black dye to color them; he is not going to go along with the mission we are pursuing. Neither are the Facebook fascists calling the election stolen and Biden a fascist. I am not convinced that violence will be avoided nor that Biden’s cooperative approach will work. Well, we shall see...
Thursday, November 5, 2020
I encounter banal evil
As I ate lunch last Saturday I overheard a conversation between two men, one of whom I vaguely knew. They openly marveled at the details of the Hunter Biden scandal story, mentioning child porn, political corruption, and story repression. While I see this routinely online, it was different to hear it directly. What struck me was the banal ordinary quality of the conversation, the way in which they assumed it was all true and well known by everyone. They off-handedly voiced support for Trump too. Because I was acquainted with one of the men, I was surprised and brought down; he is my age, a former punk musician from two bands I knew back in the Eighties, a nice guy and a hard worker, yet fully bought into the Earth 2 narrative. As I mulled over the conversation I was overcome with alarm, a sudden feeling that the Blue Wave would not happen and that perhaps Trump would win. Clearly Trumpism is more widespread than I and my friends believe. This feeling was prescient and borne out by the election (partial) results. I am very sad and discouraged by this, the ordinariness and ubiquity of something abhorrent.
Sunday, November 1, 2020
Increasing discipline
I am well into the second six months of my meditation program, so I can comment with confidence on new developments. After the first six months of 40 minutes/day every day I missed two days due to illness (violent allergic reaction to an antibiotic), but began a new program: two periods of meditation/day, usually for 40 minutes the second time. I also began to sandwich a 40 minute treadmill session between the two. This practice is inspired both by my experience in the previous six months and the report that Twitter CEO Jack Dorsey meditates two hours/day. I feel on the right track. I have also lost ten of the pounds I gained during lockdown, via increased exercise and restricted carbs. The next step I am considering is an hour of book reading each day. Onward...
Saturday, October 31, 2020
Saturday, October 17, 2020
Temperament lessons
While watching the confirmation hearings I am reminded, by way of contrast, with an incident during my law school year. Barrett is a very cool customer, not icy but very calm. This is admirable and unfortunately a strength for someone whose views I oppose. Once the local District Attorney, Jill Ravich, substituted for my law school professor. She has a reputation for biting off the heads of people around her, including staff, but I wasn’t aware of this at the time. I said something unwise in beginning a response to a question she asked of me. She immediately ridiculed me and my anger flared strongly. Although I remained silent, it was obvious I was containing my temper. She let the silence sit until she finally said not to take things personally. This was good advice and the right response would have been “point taken”. I said nothing and felt good that I had not expressed my anger. Much better to do that than what Kavanaugh did, but best of all to be like Barrett. Point taken!
Sunday, October 11, 2020
Critical history of Shambhala Buddhism
https://thewalrus.ca/survivors-of-an-international-buddhist-cult-share-their-stories/
Nothing new, but a summary of what has appeared.
Friday, October 2, 2020
War on the Home Front: Redding, California as a center of opposition to COVID regulations
Redding is my hometown, where I grew up. It is at the north end of the Central Valley, where the hills rise to border the valley. It is also home to a globally powerful Baptist Church with political aspirations. It is Trump territory, for sure. I hope this story does not portend more of the same, but am afraid it does.
Sunday, September 20, 2020
Marking six months of daily meditation practice, a lifetime record
What once seemed difficult and remarkable is now the norm: I meditate at least forty minutes daily, without fail. Now I consider meditating twice a day as a possible new goal, as well as similar discipline for exercise. While I have gone on retreats of two to six weeks of meditation in past decades, for a total of six months of full time retreat, I always lost momentum after returning to regular life under the pressure of work. Now that I work part time and the quarantine is in effect, I have found it easier to sit every day. My main practice is dzogchen trekcho. I find this very effective, for want of a better word. Many thanks to my teachers and to my wife of nineteen years, who is very supportive! Several friends have reached out for help starting mindfulness practice and I am doing what I can. I recommend two books called “How to Meditate”, one by Pema Choden, who is one of my primary teachers, and one by Kathleen McDonald, who was a friend in college who went on to become a Buddhist nun. I recommend a friend for remote meditation instruction, Lori Wong, who trained at Spirit Rock, among other places. Let me know if you want more information.
Monday, September 14, 2020
Sunday, August 30, 2020
Wednesday, August 5, 2020
Monday, August 3, 2020
Historically Black Owned Colleges update
Friday, July 31, 2020
Wednesday, July 29, 2020
One hour interview with Bruce Kunkel
Tuesday, July 28, 2020
Saturday, July 25, 2020
Thursday, July 9, 2020
Credit where credit is due
Thursday, July 2, 2020
Monday, June 29, 2020
Saturday, June 27, 2020
Friday, June 26, 2020
Tell Them We are Rising: The Story of Black Colleges and Universities
Donate to the United Negro College Fund
Tuesday, June 23, 2020
Saturday, June 20, 2020
“When They See Us”is important to watch
https://www.imdb.com/title/tt7137906/
Wednesday, June 10, 2020
Monday, June 8, 2020
Black Lives Matter
If you have a Facebook account, watch this video.
Wednesday, June 3, 2020
Saturday, May 30, 2020
Saturday, May 23, 2020
30 day meditation challenge, Part 2
Friday, May 22, 2020
interested in Wasabi cloud storage
restic backup tool
Saturday, May 16, 2020
Thursday, May 14, 2020
body work
the world of curating and creating neo-vintage
A suggested soundtrack and an introductory essay that embodies this theme:
https://pitchfork.com/features/lists-and-guides/9948-the-50-best-ambient-albums-of-all-time/
Wednesday, May 13, 2020
Tuesday, May 12, 2020
Saturday, May 9, 2020
Thursday, May 7, 2020
Wednesday, May 6, 2020
Tuesday, May 5, 2020
NYT column about Molly Ball's book on Nancy Pelosi
Hot time in the old town
Monday, May 4, 2020
sign of the times
Saturday, May 2, 2020
note to self: 40 days of solid meditation practice
Thursday, April 30, 2020
Sunday, April 26, 2020
Saturday, April 25, 2020
gonzo ride
In 1971 I was hitchhiking from Cal Arts, where I lived, to the Bay Area. I had waited for a ride for a couple hours when gonzo came to me. A violet Cadillac convertible swerved to the side of the road to pick me up. Three seats were occupied, but they put me in the fourth and off we went. It immediately became obvious that I had not checked my ride first. They were passing around a joint, but the driver was clearly wired for sound - driving safely was not the order of the day. I quickly realized this was not the most secure group to be with nor the best for a traffic stop's questions and inspection. I needed a way out . I began to look for a reasonable reason and a good place to hitch another ride. At the first opportunity I explained that I wanted to catch a ride all the way to Berkeley or San Francisco and they let me out. I had dodged another bullet,.
Dragnificent S1E1
close call with death
Friday, April 24, 2020
It's a drag now, for sure
Art Garfunkel and I ride freight trains in the early Seventies
John Prine Tiny Desk Tribute
Wednesday, April 22, 2020
Sunday, April 19, 2020
Friday, April 10, 2020
Monday, April 6, 2020
more meditation
Saturday, April 4, 2020
Sunday, March 29, 2020
Dylan's "Murder Most Foul"
https://www.npr.org/sections/allsongs/2020/03/27/822468820/a-list-of-the-songs-named-in-bob-dylans-murder-most-foul